From the mind of a SaM!!

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Thu, 13 Jun 2013 00:33:35 -0400

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Tue, 04 Sep 2012 00:12:08 -0400

Personification

Tue, 08 May 2012 21:02:05 -0400

Night says hello, before the sun could say goodbye. Stealing the limelight, and pushing this golden beauty out of the sky. Gold turns to orange. And orange fades to black. How selfish could one be? To cast out all other light, to shine alone. Hours upon hours pass. Until the moon gets its just deserved. And black fades to blue. And white to gold. Welcome back sun. Did you rest well? This neverending cycle, where unjustice is done. This neverending cycle, to eliminate the sun. But not so fast. Who’s the real victim here? It’s me. I only get time, when you are all asleep. The sun, oh yea he gets your full attention. But me, I’m unwanted. And never even mentioned.

Honestly

Tue, 08 May 2012 20:51:38 -0400

Honestly. I honestly just want to go to sleep, because my dreams seem better than my reality. And that very thought alone is what scares me. The most. Honestly.

I'll get up at two

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 20:36:23 -0400

I um…I’ve been dizzy. I’ve been dizzy all day. And all I need is to rest my eyes. I need to sleep off these unfufilled priorities. But, dont worry about me. Cause I’ll get up at two. I just need to sleep and time no longer being a factor. Makes this possible. I’m gonna go now. But, promise me one thing while I’m gone. You won’t worry, cause I’ll get up at two.

In the library

Mon, 05 Mar 2012 19:43:30 -0500

I’m in the library right now. And my computer lies exposed to everyone as I type this. At this very second someone behind me could be reading this post word for word. And it doesn’t bother me one bit. This is the one place where silent secrets are passed and shared without realization that it even happened. I’m in the library right now. And at this very second someone could be reading this post word for word. And that doesnt bother me one bit.

Economics

Mon, 05 Mar 2012 01:32:08 -0500

It’s one o’clock in the morning. And instead of embedding economics into my brain. Where it doesn’t want to be might I add. I sit here and tumbl about it. I’ve been here since three yesterday afternoon. My test is one this afternoon. And still I feel like I may know less than when I even started. But, that’s okay as long as the information lost has nothing to do with economics. I hate the subject, despise it even. But, no matter how I feel about it I must be with it. Its pointless, but I know I’m gonna be thankful in the long run, maybe. UGH….I’m so frustrated in knowing that I will be sitting here for hours to come and its all because of economics….I guess I should get back to work. I would love to stay and chat, but when economic calls it screams and nobody wants to sit through that.

Lost with Direction

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 23:50:00 -0500

You ever been lost with directions? No not in the literal sense of going somewhere and becoming lost. In the emotional or better yet mental sense. Lost with Direction. You know exactly where you want to go, and exactly how to get there. But, yet you’re lost. Lost with Direction. There are all these “pit stops” along the way to distract you and let’s all be honest we all wanna stop and see the “sights”. But how do you come back from being..? Lost with Direction. I mean I guess you can’t come back because you were never gone in the first place. But, it sure as hell feels like it. Feels like I’m lost with Direction.

Time Lapse

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 23:40:59 -0500

So I guess I havent posted on tumblr in a while, or should I say don’t post on tumblr very often. I really try not to post miscellaneous things that don’t relate to me directly. But, on the internet that’s hard to do when hundreds of things are being constantly shoved in your face. Maybe that’s why I only tweet like once a week. But that doesn’t mean I’m not on twitter. Nothing just relates. *shrugs* Instead of thinking of it as an absence we’ll call it a time lapse. Thats what it feels like anyways, I’ll blink and a week will go by. Guess I’m just trying shed some light into my life. Welcome to my time lapse.

"To think that there was a time that I almost loved you. But you showed your ass, and yes I saw the..."

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 23:36:38 -0500

““To think that there was a time that I almost loved you. But you showed your ass, and yes I saw the real you. Thank god you blew it, thank god I dodged a bullet.” -Beyonce “Best Thing I Never Had””

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Sun, 04 Mar 2012 23:33:22 -0500

Haha but Fuck you!

Thu, 01 Mar 2012 00:37:44 -0500

When someones tryna be serious with you and you are just making jokes, to try to get a laugh. It’s the equivalent of saying fuck you and kiss my ass. So if you found this post funny I guess you just kissed my ass. And if you didn’t, well then *shrugs*

I slept in my chair

Wed, 29 Feb 2012 18:36:27 -0500

I slept in my chair last night. Not because of the fear, of sleeping alone. Or that my bed’s uncomfortable. No nothing like that. I slept in my chair last night. Simply, because I didnt mean to fall asleep. I wanted to stay awake, and awake, and awake. So I sat in my chair in an effort to stay awake. But obviously it didnt work cause. I slept my chair last night.

This is no algebraic equation, merely a question of life.

Mon, 27 Feb 2012 14:35:03 -0500

When your problems multiply from one to one hundred in a matter of minutes. And all of your happiness is subtracted from you. What could you possibly add? In order to divide the problems until you’re left with none. This is no algebraic equation merely a question of life. What could you possibly add? In order to divide the problems until you’re left with none. How about putting your problems in a bubble? We’ll call them parenthesis. And no matter how many exponents are added, we’ll just act like happiness was never subtracted. We’ll add in the good times and divide the bad ones like they were never there in the first place. This is no algebraic equation, merely a question of life.

Introducing me to myself

Wed, 22 Feb 2012 16:26:00 -0500

I am easily forgotten. But hard to get over. Becoming something Im not so within a few months time I must always remember. To re-introduce me to myself. Hi, how are you? I am me, and you are me. So who was she? Because looking back I am unable to recognize any of my previous actions or statements. Who did she become? And why arent we one? Because you are me and I am me. Lets go back to the good old days. Where we agreed upon everything. And happiness was real as opposed to a myth. Take my hand, it was really nice to meet me. Maybe we could get to know each other better. Maybe….

Why I tumble

Sat, 31 Dec 2011 16:30:48 -0500

I keep facebook to remember birthdays. I keep twitter to keep up with what’s relevant. And tumblr. I keep tumblr to be honest.

Sleep is an outlet...

Sat, 31 Dec 2011 16:27:48 -0500

Sleep is an outlet. It helps you forget what you were supposed to remember or what you dont want to remember. The best feeling in the world is to sleep and wake up with your problems forgotten. Why deal with it when you can sleep? Maybe thats why I want to be an anesthesiologist. Sometimes I just wanna sleep. And sleep. And sleep. Until all my problems are behind me. Sleep is an outlet.

The next move......

Sat, 31 Dec 2011 01:11:26 -0500

The question is not what you think its what you’re willing to do? Idk for some reason I felt compelled to post this. Many people ask opinions rather than figuring out what the next move is. I’m tired of asking or better yet receiving opinions, it’s time to figure out my next move. So once again, the question is not what you think but what are willing to do?

Last nights dinner, that shit went down!!

Tue, 20 Dec 2011 20:22:50 -0500

Last nights dinner, that shit went down!!

That shit does blow!

Tue, 20 Dec 2011 20:21:20 -0500

That shit does blow!