Night says hello, before the sun could say goodbye. Stealing the limelight, and pushing this golden beauty out of the sky. Gold turns to orange. And orange fades to black. How selfish could one be? To cast out all other light, to shine alone. Hours upon hours pass. Until the moon gets its just deserved. And black fades to blue. And white to gold. Welcome back sun. Did you rest well? This...
Honestly. I honestly just want to go to sleep, because my dreams seem better than my reality. And that very thought alone is what scares me. The most. Honestly.
I'll get up at two
I um…I’ve been dizzy. I’ve been dizzy all day. And all I need is to rest my eyes. I need to sleep off these unfufilled priorities. But, dont worry about me. Cause I’ll get up at two. I just need to sleep and time no longer being a factor. Makes this possible. I’m gonna go now. But, promise me one thing while I’m gone. You won’t worry, cause I’ll get...
In the library
I’m in the library right now. And my computer lies exposed to everyone as I type this. At this very second someone behind me could be reading this post word for word. And it doesn’t bother me one bit. This is the one place where silent secrets are passed and shared without realization that it even happened. I’m in the library right now. And at this very second someone could be...
It’s one o’clock in the morning. And instead of embedding economics into my brain. Where it doesn’t want to be might I add. I sit here and tumbl about it. I’ve been here since three yesterday afternoon. My test is one this afternoon. And still I feel like I may know less than when I even started. But, that’s okay as long as the information lost has nothing to do with...
Lost with Direction
You ever been lost with directions? No not in the literal sense of going somewhere and becoming lost. In the emotional or better yet mental sense. Lost with Direction. You know exactly where you want to go, and exactly how to get there. But, yet you’re lost. Lost with Direction. There are all these “pit stops” along the way to distract you and let’s all be honest we all...
So I guess I havent posted on tumblr in a while, or should I say don’t post on tumblr very often. I really try not to post miscellaneous things that don’t relate to me directly. But, on the internet that’s hard to do when hundreds of things are being constantly shoved in your face. Maybe that’s why I only tweet like once a week. But that doesn’t mean I’m not on...
To think that there was a time that I almost loved you. But you showed your ass,...
Haha but Fuck you!
When someones tryna be serious with you and you are just making jokes, to try to get a laugh. It’s the equivalent of saying fuck you and kiss my ass. So if you found this post funny I guess you just kissed my ass. And if you didn’t, well then *shrugs*
I slept in my chair
I slept in my chair last night. Not because of the fear, of sleeping alone. Or that my bed’s uncomfortable. No nothing like that. I slept in my chair last night. Simply, because I didnt mean to fall asleep. I wanted to stay awake, and awake, and awake. So I sat in my chair in an effort to stay awake. But obviously it didnt work cause. I slept my chair last night.
This is no algebraic equation, merely a question...
When your problems multiply from one to one hundred in a matter of minutes. And all of your happiness is subtracted from you. What could you possibly add? In order to divide the problems until you’re left with none. This is no algebraic equation merely a question of life. What could you possibly add? In order to divide the problems until you’re left with none. How about putting your...
Introducing me to myself
I am easily forgotten. But hard to get over. Becoming something Im not so within a few months time I must always remember. To re-introduce me to myself. Hi, how are you? I am me, and you are me. So who was she? Because looking back I am unable to recognize any of my previous actions or statements. Who did she become? And why arent we one? Because you are me and I am me. Lets go back to the good...
Why I tumble
I keep facebook to remember birthdays. I keep twitter to keep up with what’s relevant. And tumblr. I keep tumblr to be honest.
Sleep is an outlet...
Sleep is an outlet. It helps you forget what you were supposed to remember or what you dont want to remember. The best feeling in the world is to sleep and wake up with your problems forgotten. Why deal with it when you can sleep? Maybe thats why I want to be an anesthesiologist. Sometimes I just wanna sleep. And sleep. And sleep. Until all my problems are behind me. Sleep is an outlet.
The next move......
The question is not what you think its what you’re willing to do? Idk for some reason I felt compelled to post this. Many people ask opinions rather than figuring out what the next move is. I’m tired of asking or better yet receiving opinions, it’s time to figure out my next move. So once again, the question is not what you think but what are willing to do?
I sit. In the darkness on a chair. I sit. All alone left with just my fears and still. I sit. Trembling in terror. I sit. My mind keeps replaying my biggest error. And all I do is. I sit. Tears at the rim threatening to fall. I sit. I’ve given up because I’ve given my all. So now. I sit. And when I can no longer sit. I’ll stand. And when I can stand no longer I’ll run. And...
You know I’m not afraid of failure. I’m afraid of the disappointments that come along with it. Failure has become so common that if it doesnt occur at least once somethings wrong. Failure is unnecessary yet expected. So how do you stop failure before failure stops you?…..
Those whose inspire me!
Langston Hughes said it best With I too sing America But I like to think my song takes on a more carribean rhythm With drums in the background And that soft promising hum of that reggae flavor Maybe Claude McKay had it right That these concrete jungles are merely our paradise in disguise Maya Angelou preached it well Because as a woman I rise Strong beautiful phenomenal woman With a...
Dr. Professor Patrick Star
I wumbo, you wumbo, he, she, we wumbo. Wumbology the study of wumbo!!!